I'm stronger than you thought. (=

People always say, "the struggles, the heartaches, and all the pain that you felt make you stronger in your life", but if they make me stronger, then how could I feel like a woodsy little baby dealing with it every single day of my life? 

Am I really stronger or do I just kinda girl who really love to cry everytime hard situations hit me on the face??

*sighing* ...There are some things to ponder. Whatever doesn't kill me will only make me stronger. (Right...) But sometimes, I wonder though. Wondering, how strong I really is, and how long does it takes before my faith fade away? No matter how strong, or how long it is, yet, there's a boundary. 

I started to think because I just heard this song on Youtube, "Life Ain't Always Beautiful" by Gary Allan. Later then, I searched the lyric on Google, and it goes like this. .,

Life ain't always beautiful

Sometimes it's just plain hard

Life can knock you down, can break your heart

Life ain't always beautiful,

You think you're on your way

And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggles make you stronger

And the changes make you wise

And happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time

No, life ain't always beautiful

Tears will fall sometimes

Life ain't always beautiful

But it's a beautiful ride

Life ain't always beautiful

Some days I miss your smile

I get tired of walking all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute

I could see your pretty face

Guess I can dream but life don't work that way

But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise

And happiness has it's own way of taking its sweet time

No, life ain't always beautiful

But I know, I'll be fine

Hey life ain't always beautiful

But it's a beautiful ride

What a beautiful ride.

After I heard this song, its automatically inspired me to become more and even more STRONGER!

Hey, I know I've shade too many tears, but deeply inside this body, beneath my heart, I'm stronger than people may thought. :D

P/S : Dear my beloved bestfriend, Nurul Hijrah Hussien, I simply dedicated this post specially for you. No matter what hits your life, a hurricane even a heavyrain, please remember, that life ain't always beautiful, tabahkan hati ktk, and ingat heet, kmk always ada ngan ktk. sik kira kmk jaoh or dekat, you know where to find me. I LOVE YOU, MY BESTIE! <3  <3  <3